2011-2013

Indulge me?

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:05:08 -0400

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
7: Do you want to be single?
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
9: How late did you stay up last night?
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
11: Last three things you had to drink?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
20: What would you name your future daughter?
21: Do you miss anyone?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
26: Who did you last see in person?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: Are you wearing socks?
33: What do people call you?
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
37: Did you do something bad today?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
40: Will you sing today?
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
44: What are you listening to right now?
45: What is wrong with you right now?
46: What is on your wrists right now?
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
50: Are you a good artist?
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
54: Do you have trust issues?
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
57: Do you use chap stick?
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
59: Do you have a little sister?
60: Have you ever been to New York?
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
69: Will next Friday be a good one?

I lost 20 lbs since the beginning of april and also dropped a pant size I feel really weird being...

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:03:31 -0400

I lost 20 lbs since the beginning of april
and also dropped a pant size
I feel really weird being skinnier now

digitalkitsch replied to your post: do feels just ever get in the way of everything… ...

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:23:41 -0400

digitalkitsch replied to your post: do feels just ever get in the way of everything…

Cant do anything anymore except feel. Just sit there and feel.

basically

or for me it’s either I sit and feel or stand, smoke and feel

and think about things

do feels just ever get in the way of everything else you do

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:15:32 -0400

do feels just ever get in the way of everything else you do

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Thu, 23 May 2013 22:14:48 -0400

"The world will knock you down plenty. You don’t need to be doing it to yourself."

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:02:09 -0400

“The world will knock you down plenty. You don’t need to be doing it to yourself.”

- Elizabeth Scott, Perfect You

Whenever I walk home from school, I always pass by the house of this Punjabi family and...

Thu, 23 May 2013 21:45:46 -0400

Whenever I walk home from school, I always pass by the house of this Punjabi family and they’re always outside playing together.

It’s usually the dad, three siblings, and grandparents.

It makes me want to have a family of my own one day, but then I think it through, look at myself now and realize that I wouldn’t be that great of a father if I remain how I am now.

But there’s always change. I just don’t see it happening for me, at least not now.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 17:59:54 -0400

This essay isn’t going to edit itself. But I’m not either.

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:20:24 -0400

This essay isn’t going to edit itself.

But I’m not either.

I’ve been slacking off so much in school lately, rushing my assignments and all. I thought my...

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:16:55 -0400

I’ve been slacking off so much in school lately, rushing my assignments and all.

I thought my average would have dropped, but it actually went up 2%.

It’s at 87% right now.

It’s probably going to drop once my English teacher updates our marks though.

It’s whatever though, I’m satisfied.

There’s only a month of school left and I’m pretty sure I can keep these grades up until exams.

"I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold..."

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:49:12 -0400

““I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.””

- Ferdinand von Schrubentaufft

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it..."

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:48:04 -0400

““When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.””

- Henri J.M. Nouwen; The Road to Daybreak: A Spiritual Journey

Feeling down? Here, have this. ( ◕◡◕)ﾉ ✿

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:06:37 -0400

Feeling down?

Here, have this.

( ◕◡◕)ﾉ ✿

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Thu, 23 May 2013 00:05:07 -0400

"I just think life is meaningless altogether, most of the time. Yes, there is beauty in the moment,..."

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:11:28 -0400

““I just think life is meaningless altogether, most of the time. Yes, there is beauty in the moment, but beyond that? People come and go and you can never count on anyone, and life is just life; a mystery, and ultimately meaningless. The meaning is in the creation, and the creation is a human construct; and people just make up stuff in order to get through life.””

- René Vernor, Anything Is Possible

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Wed, 22 May 2013 20:57:10 -0400

rabbrakha replied to your post: serious question: as a girl dealing with pcos meaning i deal...

Wed, 22 May 2013 20:46:06 -0400

rabbrakha replied to your post: serious question: as a girl dealing with pcos meaning i deal with excessive body hair and possibly infertility do you think it will be hard to find a man who is accepting about this disease. please be honest.

Girl, if you embrace yourself and your body, and flaunt it proudly w/ confidence, there isn’t anything/anyone in the world to stop you from being with whomever you want. Acceptance is key. If you’re cool with it, others will be too. Don’t stress it.

basically